4.30.2003

I fucking LOVE The Little Prince. I mean....I don't know, that book makes tears roll down my cheeks everytime....Goddamn. I have no idea why we are the only ones that write....perhaps because we like to write? Also, we have so many interesting things to say....I think so, anyways. :-)

Ok. I need a vacation from fucking people. Seriously, do I have something tattooed on my forehead that reads, "Personal Bitch to Mankind"??? I am very frustrated with humanity as of late....I'm sick of guys that are always trying to be like, "hey, baby....you're single, I'm single....lets get it on." Or something. It's like, they just want to be in a relationship for the sake of being in a relationship....or they want a piece of ass. Either one is fucking lame. And it's ALWAYS the freaks. I got hit on today by the scary-looking guy selling booze at the liquor store. I'm supposedly really bitchy because I won't date this other guy who says I don't have the right to want to be single when there are people like himself who have never been in a relationship before, so I should stop being so selfish and just date him, even though I've never met him, and never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever intend to. (Some fucking friend of Nate Feutz) I hate that every conversation with a boy has to be something stupid and sexual and "what are you wearing for panties" bullshit and then I hate that I'm a "bitch" cuz I'm not interested in being a walking fucking blow-up doll. I'm annoyed that the ones I'm interested in are never the ones that are interested in me, which I can get over, but then the ones I'm NOT interested in won't get off my back. I HATE MEN. I mean...can't they just leave me ALONE??!!!!! I just want to be by myself, able to sing and dance in my underwear in the street at 2am if I so choose, and be able to be with my friends when I want, and not have someone telling me I'm wrong or stupid or different, or some dumb-ass shit like that. But no. Even when I'm single I'm supposed to be submissive. I'm so sorry they don't like that I refuse....cry me a fucking river.

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